My screw-up

In the end will I always loose
I must have been wrong to choose
I thought you were just my friend
But That is not what you recommend
Yes Ive liked you for quite some time
Now am I worth even a dime
I understand you have liked me too
So why are you to give up so soon
Yes I have been very cruel
You thought I used you as a tool
But that there is not true
For how would I even use you
I regret answering you no
Then you make me look like a h*e
I told you how sorry I am
Couldnt you just accept that, d*mn
So now we can\'t even be friends
You\'ll just go back to ignoring me again