XoX Alone XoX

I feel so Alone
Like no one feels like me
I have so many feelings
But i don't want anyone to see

I don't have a bad life
Thats why i feel so bad
I try and snap out of it
But trying just makes me mad

I'm good at hiding my true feelings
I put on a fake smile
I act like words don't hurt me
But the smile only lasts a while

I'm alone inside
Because no one sees the hurt
They don't care about my feelings
So they treat me like dirt

I wish sometimes they understood
Just how much they can destroy
They make me scared to open up
Ive been broken like a toy

I don't want to look in the mirror
Because i see someone i fear
I dont want to be me nemore
Its causing to many tears.