I have tried to be happy
if not for me then for others
there are people who are important and worthy
but im stuck in a rut.
i grab the rope to go up
but someone on the other side says no
and they let go
every moment of my life,
every ounce of my strenght is spent on surviving
i just want to let go
but before i do that i want to know
know the truth about life
and feeling great
i want the memories and fulfilled dreams
i will get there someday
maybe someday soon
