The darkness

There's a darkness and it hangs over my heart, squeezing tightly it beats in fits and starts, if only i could have my way, rip out my heart kill me today, I've nothing left to live for, all the family I've left i hate and abhor, if i were to live what life would it be?, what life can there be without you?, I've sinned all my life brought you nothing but trouble and strife, but now i ask you please, forgive me