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Please just dont look at me
Keep all of them away
I dont wont everyone to see
the cuts I made today.

Please just dont cry
This isnt because of you
Sont worry I understand
What my habit can do

Dad just shut your mouth
I know you wont understand
That all your yelling and shouting
Hurts more then when you raised your hand

Yeah everyone just go take his side
Not knowing what these scars are
I wonder if I was gone
Would I be missed

You are the only one
Who will stick by me
You will help me with my fear
And you arent blind to what you see

Dad you only see what you want
Never what is really there
To tell you the truth I wonder
If you even care

Dad I will never forgive you
This started when I was so young
You never really thought how I felt
And I feel like my song has yet to be sung

These are just a few reasons
I do what I do
Your razor sharp edge
Im so tempted to use you

My dripping blood
Is blended with the tears I cry
To keep this at a minimum
I cover my huge lie

I have my own ways of stress
My own artistic ways
I cry all alone
And I bleed my troubles away

I smile when I see the blood
And I hide all the truth
And with every cut I make
I think of my wasted youth

I dont know why I do it
But soon I lose the pain
The blade is my own therapy
The blood pours down like rain

Sometimes I wonder
Why you\'ve been kept by my side
but your the one thing I trust
My blade that i have to hide