Dying

I try to cover up my eyes
So you won't see the tears coming from me
I've cried so much that the tears refuse to flow
I'm being covered up by so many lies
I am being protected by my solitary gates
Is being covered in vines for eternity my fate?
I can never smile, not only for a while
I've seen the gates of hell
I've seen the lies of hell and heaven
I believe in no holy
Come and take a taste from my tainted grail
You shall see the truth, this I must tell
I've learned to stop lying
I've learned to stop crying
But inside. . .I'm dying.