Invisible

I've sat back and pretended
I've sat back and claimed to be happy
I've sat back and watched you smile
While I walk this mile of loneliness and depression
In this time I've wished to end my life
I've cried
I've died over again
I've felt crappy
I love you
But I know it'll never happen
You don't know what I'd do
Just for your love
You're my angel
But I know that I'm forever invisible
In your mind, in your thoughts, in your heart
Time will not heal
All this dreamt up love that I've sought
What if I depart
Never came back
I know what I lack
But I know that I'm forever invisible
And indespicable
But in your eyes, I'm invisible