So afraid.....

So afraid to close her eyes
so afraid to fall a sleep.
Don't wanna face the monsters in her dreams,
don't want to have another nightmare.

So afraid to wake up in the mornings,
so afraid that she won't make it through the day without cutting herself.
Don't wanna have more scars on her wrists,
don't want to feel hated anymore.

So afraid to get a another panicattac,
so afraid of what she might do.
Can't stop shaking right now,
don't want it to be like this anymore.....
.....Help her.....