I now call her my friend.

If there is something that brakes me apart, its my best friend. My friend that always shares stuff with me. Like secrets, stories, love and almost anything you can think of.
She was always there, but some stupid boy has taking her away from me. He has taking my whole life away from me and i can't accept it. Every time she stops by it doesn't feel right. She can feel my pain, but i wonder if she crys every night at the same time as i do. I am calling her my best friend because it doesn't seem like she is my sister anymore. I feel like a huge earth quake, breaking down every time someone or something touches my sensitive spot. My tears are the rocks falling everywhere. My heart is the one shaking. And my whole body is making the loud bangs. My sister left and there is no turning back. There is not a single when i don't want her home to stay. I am having a major break down!! And no one can help me or understand. I can't even understand!!