For anyone who could ever cry, it is ur choice to read this.
could i be any more scared, could i be anymore alone, ive claimed the only heartache that i can call my own. my tears wash over light, that once was upon my face, and im so lonely here in this dreadful place. i still remember seeing you, smiling at me, but know the only thing that i see, is your gravestone under the tree. i cursed myself that i wasnt there, that there would have been something thta i could do. that i could have risked my life if i could have saved you. i miss your heart beat on my back, i miss your smile, your touch, and your laugh. a tear comes to my eye everytime that i see, the blissful photographs of you and me. but the this is the only thing of you that i hold near, because no matter how many times that i wish you were here, i know the truth of all that i see. that you will never be here, that you will never be here with me. i have loved no one else the way that i love you, and if you could only be here to know wat i go through. to everry day that you are not here, that all i see is emptyness when i look in the mirror. but i know that this will not bring you back, and that your wings will always be spread, but i stiil can tutter the words, that know that your dead. but as long as i know the loneliness, and as long as you know this is true, my love 4 you is always true, and i would die to be with you....
