There are times when i wonder
I wonder if you loved me
I wonder if you cared
I wonder what life would have been
like had you still been here
Would we have remained together?
Would we have still been in love?
And would have gotten married as planned?
I wonder if i will still name my girls Ariana and Jaylin
Or will I name my boys Robert and Johnathan as discussed
Sometimes I wonder why I always seem to have you in thought
Why i miss you so much?
Why I love you so much?
Sometimes I wonder why i care
When she was always there
You said good-bye to me and told me you loved me
and forever we will always be
But how come a few months later her face came to be
She looked just like me
Same hair,same eyes,same face
But she wasn't me
She was Cassandra
And I was Stephanie
Was I in mind when you went to her
Was I in mind at all
I know you still loved me
I know you were in Texas
But now that your gone in heaven
Everything seems so hard
Like I lost apart of me
Like I lost my best friend
But I learned and not wondered
I gained a guardian angel
And still have my best friend
And the one I love still with me by myside
