The first time i lost you
I promised myself i wouldnt live
But here i am safe in my bed
Thinking about
Ur smile ur touch ur presence
And it makes me look at those memories
That cut into my skin
I hurt myself more n more
Because i think about you
I love you
Like something that loves life
Since your gone
Ill go too
So tonight when im laying down in my bed
Ill take the knife to my skin
Cut it until i can see blood
Scream my last scream for help
Look at what ive done
My wrist is slit so deep
Im taking my last breath
