Today i told god i dont want to live
That night i wanted to take my life
But somehow in the morning i was still alive
I cut myself more n tried to die
But it didnt work
Some people call it stregth
some call it hope
I call it stupid
I found my moms gun
And put it to my head
I said my last goodbye
And shot myself in the head
Now no one knows why i did this
I didnt want them to know
But now i guess ill say this
Since its my last goodbye
Its because of all the pain
And hurt i have caused
I guess you call this suicide
But i call it safe
