Jealous

I saw you the other night
when i saw you i wanted to die
i saw you kiss her
i covered up my broken insides with a lie

I thought it wouldnt matter to me
but i was wrong
it stabbed right through me
when i saw you kissing her to our song

What am i saying?
there is no ours cause there\'s not even a we
we arent anything but secret lovers
and that\'s all we\'ll ever be

I cant stop replaying that image
her body next to yours
ic ouldnt stop myself from crying that night
i wanted to fall straight on the floor

Im jealous of her i guess
cause she gets you and i never will
she gets you and you get her
and im left alone with time standing completely still

It tears me up inside
just seeing your face
because i want you so bad
i\'ll run and hide but i\'ll never truly escape

Her eyes gaze over your face
her hand touching your hand
her lips carress your skin
it\'s more than i can stand

Feelings i cant fight
my heart too hurt to cry
i should just walk away
im jealous and im not sure why