What he did to me

That day is just so clear
You know that every day you think
You feel like it won't leave you

You want to forget
But its so hard to forget
All this pain

You don't know what happened
And i don't know how to tell you
I know it would make it easy

But you can't see
He abused me all my life
He said things i can never forget

If i try you wouldn't understand
So why try and explain

That awful day he
I can't even say
It hurts less then rape
But when its your father
Its so different

He touched me wrong
I kept it inside
For so long
And i don't know what to do.

How do i deal
Can i deal
Some one help i don't know what to do