OK so right about now is when I'm calling it quits
I can't stand watching my luck always falling to bits
Whenever there is something that is going good
I might as well stop right now in my tracks, i never should
even try and start something, because in the end it always goes bad
it seems I'm desperately trying to make people feel glad
I don't even take the time to try and think about the outcome of things,
i should just wash all my problems down the sink
there has been to many times were i have encountered love
course with my luck i screw up and it gets shoved
down the list with other countless mistakes
why cant i seem do it right for goodness sakes
I'm at the point in my life were i just want to stop all
saying screw it to everyone and everything involved
its like when i have and opportunity in my hand
i just sit on it and stall. god damn
waiting for the other to make a move
before i know it shes given up waiting for me to ask her and to prove
that I'm interested in having a relationship
and I'm not some just other guy looking for a wild trip
because I'm not like that and i never will
falling in love with someone is worth more to then a thousand dollar bill
but of course i cant express my feelings, can't manage to break them free
for the whole world, and to the one that means the most to me
so what is there to do, because I'm seriously lost
what will i have to do to fix this, what will it cost
I'm giving it one last shot, and if it goes downhill
i swear to god it will be the last time that i ever will
attempt to do something, seriously I'm done
my world will be in dark, never seeing the light of the sun
I just cant seem to understand it why i am like this
there isn't a soul or person that can help me, not even a wish
i stay up all night thinking about my life
and how i wish it were different, i do this every single night
and all the shit that is going on at school wow i can't even start to explain
all the bullshit and drama i get my self into, why so much pain
i think to myself, "man i wish i could find someone for me"
then i see people breaking up every day of the week
do i really want to try, or will it all fall into one big massive lie
i wouldn't want to be the main reason why someone would cry
over something that i have done to them, or because I'm an idiot
I wouldn't be able to manage, or know how to handle it
now I'm at the point were I'm trying to get something going
but I'm to damn shy to ask her, can even get my words flowing
there all mumble jumble, blah this blah that
god would someone please hit me with a baseball bat
I'm not even sure if i want to even continue
trying to love and help other people with there issues
the second I'm involved with someone Else's problems
i can guarantee i will make things worse then actually solve them
so there it is, everything flowing through my mind has been released
