Tears

I hated to cry
but thats the only thing I do now, every night

I would slip under the covers,
and feel something drop on my hands
Something cold, something wet
something like sweat

each and every tear of mine had a meaning,
my tears were sad, and frightening

I wish I could just die that very night
but something popped up stating what I am thinking to do is not right

I wondered who stated such
I didn't realize it that point at much

A man from the sky reached out his hand and held me tight
He told me not to fear,
and that my death is not near

He questioned me:
Why did you cry when I was beside you all that time?

The sun shone,
Waking me up me by a tone

I realized it was only a dream
That swept me away like a stream

Right next day, I left from home to school
Frightened on that very April fool

I couldn't believe how happy I was to realize the day was very normal,
very different from past days,
this day was strange
from yesterday and other days
I was really happy today

I'm confident now
I know bad would never come near
because my lord is here...