When I sat by the beach as usual my mind started to float
I ever thought what if I just walked into the sea
Letting the waves hit on my body slowly bringing me to drown
Thinking of nothing just walking out toward the sea
It would be a moment of struggling then all the senses would be gone
I know you would say I'm silly and crazy to think so
I just couldn't help myself for not thinking of it
What if I'm gone how would you feel
I asked you this the day before I left
I just asked but never have the intention to get the answer
It's ok babe I'm alright here
Sometimes I just say so but I won't do it
May be it's a way for me to express my feelings
It's better than I keep quiet and not telling you anything
I think even I want to go I won't walk away quietly
Flashing thoughts always excite my daily life
May be it is the only way to keep me alive and move on
