Just the thought of it gives me chills,
All of a sudden my eyes fill with bloody tears,
I don't know what to do or where to hide,
What's gonna happen....what's gonna happen to me?
I am trying so hard to hold time still,
But it is slipping away faster than ever,
Times is in a hurry and can't wait but I....
What's gonna happen to me?
I don't wanna go,
My future depends on it,
It is not fair that she gets to decide my fate,
I am scared, really scared....because I don't know what's gonna happen to me?
I really wish that "the day" does not come,
But deep inside I know that will never happen,
Unless....Unless I died before it came.
I'd rather die, then be there and watch my future go in a little trash can...
I am afraid...afraid of the thought what's going to happen to me?
