First time

The first time i met you

it was "wow he's hot"

the second time,we talked

next four nights on the phone

a smile on my face

everyday at home

12-04-05 you asked me out

12-10-05 you confirmed my doubt

6 days of utter joy

followed by two days of despair

Monday we said hello

that night again on the phone

Tuesday a little closer

your calls,pure pleasure

words exchanged

not "i love yous"

because we both understand

the intensity of 3 small words

how by saying them by mistake

can hurt

so we stick with "love ya"

or for me "i love you bunches"

although every day i see you now

i want it to be like it was

when you'd meet me after class

and before i went to lunch

to relive those moments

again and again

i want to feel the way i did

when we kissed

and never again the way i did when you left

being with you was my serenity

and i just want it back

you'll never really know

how much i loved you Zach!!!!