Insucure little raped girl

As i sit up on my bed i remember what you did how u rewined my life then i clock it there on the floor the card you give me love nan and grandad u ent my grandad u ent nothink to me your just a dirty perv

staring at that card makes me mader and mader i cant take it and my the tears wont stop i need to hurt i need to feel the pain so i grabbed for the scissors the ones so sharp i dig themin i push them hard the pain is so intne and i feel a rush to my head the blood i see feels unreal but its there and its coming from each and every slit every slit to my arm feelin this pain just feels good even though i know its wrong n this isnt how i want my life this isnt how i want to be an insucure little raped girl is all i see.

this is my life basicly its how i see it

~~charlotte~~