I Shouldn't

I shouldn't want to crave his body
in the middle of the night,
I shouldn't wish that I could fall
asleep to him holding me tight,

I shouldn't know the way
his lips feel on mine,
I shouldn't want him to hold me
and tell me things will be fine,

I shouldn't want to touch him
in that way that makes him hot,
I shouldn't like the way
he always finds my spot,

I shouldn't want
his hands all over me,
I shouldn't, I shouldn't,
because he's married you see....

But my body can't live
without his touch
Its like he's the candy
to my sugar rush

He's the weed that
makes me high
Hes the wind that
helps me fly

Hes the drug that
has me coming back
He’s more addicting
than using crack

I shouldn't dream
about him making love to me,
I shouldn't think about the way
that he is with me

I shouldn't be mesmerized
by his eyes,
I shouldn't encourage him
to give her lies,

I shouldn't know how it feels
To have him make love to me
I shouldn't know how his body moves
So loving and tenderly

I shouldn't let him
play with my heart,
I shouldn't, I shouldn't,
He'll tare it apart

I shouldn't love him like I do
But I couldn't control my heart
And even though I shouldn't
And like I knew it would, its breaking me apart

It ain't that good, it came out of nowhere, and not alot was done to it I just wrote it and posted it!!!