Not so perfect

Say I should be happy
Say my lifes great
Say that I have everything
So why all the hate?
I\'m not quite sure myself All I know is that
When i look in the mirror
I wish I couldn\'t see
The ugly,horrible person
Sataring back at me
I hate being round you
Hate having to pretend
Hate saying I\'m happy
When really i\'m sad
Wish I was
Don\'t wanna pretend
Wish that this smile
Wasn\'t really fake
Wish my heart wasn\'t broken
Wish you were never there
Wish that the whole world
Would just dissapear
Wish i wasn\'t addictied
Addictied to the knife
Wish I didn\'t have to push down so hard
Every dam night
So try say that I\'m happy
Try say I have everything
Cause in the end
Everything means nothing.