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As i stood there bleeding blood running down my leg i thought why not?? as my world went black and then i was it all came back to me as a layed there in the hospital my mom had came and checked on me and she found me i felt like sh*t i just wanted to die all of the doctors were standing around me and as i looked up all the doctors clapped and smiled at me and then they left.... my mom came in she talked to me she said why why why?? and kept telling her all my reasons but she kept saying why why are you going through this and i said because of drugs sex and booze she looked at me and i said i was serious so she left and my sister came in she looked happy to see me but she was kinda mad and she said i know why baby sis