That Cursed Day

What I want to know
Is how all this happened.
How did I get this way?
How did I get so messed up?

Was it when I agreed to work there?
Or was it that cursed day,
That you and I
First worked together.

That was the day that I got hooked.
That was the day that changed today.
That was when
You ruined who I used to be.

I was a good girl.
I used to have
Nothing against me.
Now I don't.

I'm still good.
Just not when it comes to you.
You hold truth
That no one else can know.

You know things
That I can't stop.
You shouldn't know,
I shouldn't feel.

I wish I could go back.
If I could,
I'd go back to that time,
And not take that chance.

If I hadn't walked out,
If I had stayed at home,
My mind wouldn't be
Right where you are.

My heart's with you.
It's been with you
Since that cursed day
That I fell in love with you.

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