Where

Where do I turn, what do I say, How do I say it.I need to tell someone, but who, who do I tell. Do I tell him or do I tell her? This human speaking to me in silence. Am I crazy, can this really be. I'm scared, nervous, and ashamed. What if what I imagine is the truth, how do I face this truth. I want to escape my cold body and explore my consious mind in fantasy. I just want to scream, then breath. I smell a scent, a scent of warmth. Am I dreaming. I can't wake up. I'm screaming, hitting myself, but nothing.I can't awake from this horrifying nightmare. Please, Please wake me. I finally woke up, but I'm sleeping.