Our hearts

Our hearts can only hurt soo much before we start to think of taking our own lives. People never understand why or how someone could do that to themselves, but when you've lost everything and everyone that you loved. You can't but think that what if your heart never beated would that made life better for the people that you've hurt??? Would it been better not to have life??? Sometimes you would even wounder would they notice?? I wonder how much my heart can take?? Ive asked myself if I was gone would they notice or miss me?? Most people don't take the time to show all the people that they love how much they mean to you..... Guys we don't live forever and we sure as hell don't know if we'll all live to breathe that last breath of air, feel the love of all the people around you, or even get to tell the people that you've hurt sorry....................