The end in suicide

The heart that has the hole that is gaping.. from you.. shes tried escaping! you made her cry from the pain that she now wants to die... shes never been that way.
from the day she told you she would stay..
i watch her on going suffering and depression while shes making another scar with a cut with a knife!
from you she is getting all this strife..
soon she says the pain will be all gone.
but soon is not fast enough before shes all done..
a broken heart keeps beating..
even thought all the pain its been meeting..
if she knew that suicide is not the end of pain but the ending of you..
there is nothing bad enough that can make you do..
but if she believes that ending everything real, her pain crying emotions closing in on her life
more and more scars with her knife.
her heart cant take anymore, its already broken!
this pain to you she has spoken..
maybe he will feel sorry for what he did..
to her she was only a kid..
lonely, feeling distant to her days!
not in a bed but now under a headstone she now lays!
she was very young, didn't last in this world very long..
what was a lovely poem of her life turned into a monotonous song!
know one ever knew the pain she has been crying..
but who knew this could lead to two people dieing...!
she was my friend who died from pain..
ever since this happened i knew i couldn't live life the same..!!
cause when you end your life, this your love ones cant bear!
all this time you had pain, you didn't think anyone would care...
from all this i want to end my life too...
without you here what would i do?
i miss you as my friend..
the hole in my heart will never mend...
you not being here... my life has come to an end...

i will always miss you, i want to die now too.. rip