You

by Lydia   Mar 7, 2006


What have I done to you?
Why do you constantly ruin my life?
Are you that cruel?
Or do you want me to be the same
The same as you
Depressed and unappealing
Making lies for attention
Giving in to pressure
Do what they want you to

Listing to you
Was all I'd do
Day after day
I gave in
For three long years
I put up with it
Till I finally found out
What you were doing to my life

I had no identity
My life was useless
I tried to be myself
But I kept going back
You've ruined my chances
Of being happy
So now I have to try
Twice as hard

You pulled apart my friendships
Massacred relationships
Tore up my life
To try to save yours
And once you realized
Your life was over
It was up to me to be killed

But I have one question
If we had such a bond
If we were so much like sisters
If we were everything you said we were
Why did you do what you did?

You say it's my entire fault
When it was actually yours
You say I have misjudged
But I just took you for granted before
I tried not to listen to others
Because you were my "friend"
But all are friendship gained me
Were eternal scars, no factual end

I try now to hold back my tears of hate
All I can do is hope for fate
To get me out of here
To pull me through
Cause you've ruined my life
To try to save you

Are you that selfish?
To take others lives for your own
Cause you took mine
And now you're alone
You said no one cared
And I thought I really did
But now it's all over
And what you said came true

Be careful what you wish for
Be careful what you say
People know your lying
And I know
You'd sell your soul
To be just like me
When you tried to make me you
I just turned away

But you are so stupid
It's as plain as that
I know what you're doing
And I'll never go back
I'll no longer take
What you want me to
And all of this
Was because of you

I forgave you once
A long time ago
It was different than this
This one is worse
Because this time
I'm not sorry
And I'm not coming back

So cry all you want
Every tear I've shed
Was because of you
I hope they get to you
But ten times as bad
Those tears of sadness
Are now of hate

I hope no one trusts you
Because I've been there
I thought you'd help
But you made it worse
And no one can help you
As I have tried many times
Because this is your fate
What you did to me
I'll get over
But what you're going to go through
Will be a whole lot worse

Because every one now knows
What you do
And every one now knows
The true you
You may be pretty on the outside
But on the inside
You're ugly and I never
Want to be your friend again

And I am glad someday you'll know
What you've lost
And you'll then see all I've said is true
And all I know
Is coming out this faithful day
So listen up and listen well
This is your only chance to hear
I won't repeat myself

I've said all I can
I've done everything
I'll no longer try and save you
So do what you want
You can learn the hard way
Cause I'm no longer
The hand you need
But before I forget
And before I'm done

There is one thing
I want to know
I've tried to uncover the answer but I can't
So I'm going to ask you
What have I done that was so cruel?
That you could betray me like that
A knife stabbed deep in my back
So all I really want to know, is
Why you'd do what you did?

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