Loving ME is a Sin

What if i cry does that make me any less of a man
and if i try but fail to love you the best that I can
i fear my heart can feel love no more
that it might be truly dead down to the core
i hide in the delirium that all will be well
the incessant anguish of living in my H***
feeds the indisposition of my heart to feel numb
that the closet friend of mine is an empty bottle of rum
isolated from the outside letting nothing in
for anyone to love me would be a legitimate sin
ill wander around endlessly with a whole in my heart
life is just like a play everyone has to play their part

Dru Schwartz

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