Hurting Inside And Out

by NicholasRyan   Mar 7, 2006


I can't do this any more.
I'm dying..
Can't any one see me crying?
My arms are all cut up.
My eyes are bright red.
I just bled.
Laying there in my bed,
Thinking of all there's to dread.

once one thing goes wrong.
I can no longer be strong.
My life isn't going to be that long.

I thought kids are "supposed" to be happy.
But why do I always find something to make me feel crappy.?
no one knows the truth.
they think I smile.
because I'm happy.
But really it gets faker each and every day.
I don't even know what to say..
My life is falling apart.
and I'm ready to pay..

I just cry..
each and every day..
thinking...
"what would it be like If I were to die"

no one even cares..
to think I have feelings too.
I'm the one feeling so blue.
I want to be someone new.

I don't want to be me.
I want someone too see.
that I'm really hurting inside.
my heart isn't going to be the same.
It just keeps falling more apart.
and the other people keep playing the game.

I just want someone too see..
that I'm hurting inside and out.
my heart is in doubt..
my heart still falling apart..
my life feelings like a journey..
that I'm beginning to loose..

I tried to take glue..
but its waring off.
soon someone will realize all the pain..
I feel is going to be to much..
and I'm going to be like rain washing down into the drain.

"EMO KID"

I just feel like dying, And Soon I hope this day will come, I think this might be the last time, I will be on here.

:-(

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  • 18 years ago

    by Xox P.a.U.L.i.n.A xoX

    Oh yeah if u just wana talk and chill.. hit me up, im always on the computer coz ther's nothin else to do,
    xkitty24x@hotmail.com.

  • 18 years ago

    by Xox P.a.U.L.i.n.A xoX

    :( No Don't kill yourself... It's not worthit, I'm in the same situation u are.. U hav a kid???
    Well, ur not the only one :(
    Anyways, Great poem I really liked it
    Really deep and sad, just like me...
    Take Care
    5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by PnKhOt8

    Hey, ya im glad we care about eachother lol...hint hint-> when ur down think of me caring about you and think of your child!! (i think u have one right?) but yeah...dont let the world get u down...and when it does, turn to your friends : ) like me** lol but yeah...im sry u were felling down today : ( want me to cry with u??? cause i would..lol love you lotsss :) in a friendly way lol ~Kaci

  • 18 years ago

    by PnKhOt8

    Hey its kaci, please dont die!! i love you!! even tho i dont know u that well but yeah...so she lives in ks huh? must be hard..but yeah..dont give up!!! : ) nice poem tho its good rhythm...but yeah u can talk to me if about anything!!! just email me..i think i've already gave it to u but here it is again kc_0420@hotmail.com yeah so just email me and maybe we can talk ~Kaci and remember some one in this world does care..even if u dont know who that person it : ) eventually if u dont give up..u will find them..

  • 18 years ago

    by xXx Expecting xXx

    Id care if u died..u know i would....ur awsome....so dont die...but ur not the only one who feels like dying..i hope everything good is good...i hope that we can talk more than we do sum day....lol
    feel better

    xoxo
    elissa

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