Lately I have really been losing my f$$#en mind,
To the unreasonable feelings that I have inside
It seems to me, that I just cant find the reasons to live
In a world that I despise and that i cant simply find
Yet, I despise it so much, but I need it in my f$$#en life
I hate these fake@$$ stacked actors who tend to still shine me on,
As if it was a got dam trend
When do we control this image? that keeps on flying around and around and passing me by?
Around and around they keep on passing by
Circling dividing themselves around my sun
But no f$$$en joke
Around and around these endless thoughts stay on my mind
Circling dividing my head into lies
Got dam lies
Lately I have really been spreading my love and purity
But yet I still cant find the answers to fix everyone
And I still cant find the answer to fix myself
Shit how do I fix this?
How am I suppose to repair?
How do I control?
Shit how do I give in?
But to who am I to give in
F$$k is their anybody to give to?