Die tonight

Crystal tears,
Clear fears,
Its all making sense,
I'm becoming less tense.

Finally i understand,
The cuts on my arm,
Finally its clear to me,
Why i can't stay calm.

See the truth is,
I'm a looser,
A reject, a saddo,
A looser.

See the truth is,
I'm a loner,
A freak, a geek,
A loner.

See the truth is,
I want to die,
My eyes are throbbing,
From the pain iv cried,
No one cares,
So why should i,
Why should i?
Not die tonight?