You hurt so much you just
break down and cry
but do you even know why?
is it because you always feel left behind?
facing this world full of crime.
you ask yourself:"is this life worthwhile"?
you tell yourself:"nobody gets me"
you can hardly believe your own feelings.
you can't trust who you have became.
this person full of so much shame.
you think you are way too lame.
you just want to tear your bones out,
and let go of the pain.
but you tell yourself:"I'm not that vein"
you're tired of thinking about your life and you decide to go sleep.
suddenly you wake up
your full of rage and anger
you grab a knife and say:"i hate myself"
and tell yourself your just gonna bleed to death and die.
you cry, cry, cry
you ask yourself why?
not even you can tell.
your left sitting
there left to dwell.
