Changed

by Serena   Mar 9, 2006


When we first got together,
you told me to forget mt past.
You said we\'d be together forever,
and that our love will last.

But slowly you began to change,
you were no longer the person i thought you to be.
I didn\'t want to keep you in a cage.
so i gave you space, hoping soon you\'d see.

But the space didn\'t do a thing,
you said you cared and loved me so.
More and more you began to cause me pain,
everytime you hurt me, it felt like another blow.

You were with her,
when you said you were with your friends.
This i know for sure,
but what i don\'t know is if you commited any sins.

You said i was your first love,
but she was your first crush.
I believe what you have with her is just lust,
but your heart is all a mush.

You said us braking up is the biggest mistake,
you said you just have to see what would happen.
So this is a mistake you must make,
so at my choir concerts you\'ll no longer be clappin.

You said you know it wont last long,
so you want me to wait.
I cry everytime i hear \"our\" song,
Now, my life doesnt seem so great.

Everytime i see you two in the hall,
i just cant seem to take it.
I want to crawl into my bed and bawl,
this i have to admit.

So i put on a smile,
and tell you i\'m fine.
But my pain could strech a mile,
and i feel like i\'m walking on a thin line.

The more i see you two,
the more i don\'t think i\'ll beable to wait.
Maybe i\'ll find someone new,
or become a nun or a saint.

Everytime i think of you my heart still aches,
but i know my heart will heal.
My love you decided to take,
maybe one day for someone else love i\'ll again feel.

*** This was written for an ex-boyfriend who dumped me for my \"friend\". I still love him so much. I don\'t know what to do. Please vote on my poem, i want to know if i did well!!!!Please!

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