I lost him because i turned out like you i blamed him for things he didnt do i didnt tell him i cared enough i lied and tried to cover up i told him i liked other guys and that he wasnt anything to me but a boyfriend i should have spent more time with im i should have told him what he really ment to me i shouldnt have moved so fast on something i didnt know how long i could pass. now im in a world of pain because i lost something i used to gain he wont talk to me and i dont know why i do i just want to deny it i guess i am afriad to know the truth i know it weas my fault if i would have had sex with him when he asked then maybe i wouldnt have got him pissed i m sorry i couldnt be who you wanted me to be ive moved on now cant you see
