So Alone

She felt so alone
She was screaming inside
She sat at home
with nowhere to hide
She'd lay on her bed
And hit the bottle once again
So many thoughts in her head
Drowning in her sin

In her hand she held a gun
She was ready to die
there was nowhere to run
She knew tha she was living a lie
She thought about what she had done
All that she could do was cry

She pulled ot a knife
And ran it across her fragile skin
She was sick of this life
She was lonely she had no friends

She was sick of being what she couldn't be
This vodka and knife
Would set her free
She had nothing but her broken strife

She clenched the trigger
Now everyone would see
Her problem just got bigger
This girl was-me