Didn`t Really Know You

It's been five months
I'm still not over you
I have yet to go
I can't do what you do.

You simply ignored me
Acted as if I was never there
I tried talking to you
You acted as if you didn't care

Every time I glanced at you
You'd look at me and look away
I keep wanting to ask you
"You mean there's nothing else to say?"

You mean you can simply do all this
And not feel any pain?
As the person you're ignoring
Has pain shooting every vein?

You're trying to tell me
That you don't care how I feel
You're throwing away the friendship
That I thought was so real?

You're taking my heart
And thrashing it to the ground
Letting me sit here to cry
When no one else is around?

You're acting sweet to my friends
And mean to me
While this whole time I sat here
Thinking we were meant to be?

You're meaning to tell me
That we were meaningless friends before
And now that I've told you I loved you
I mean nothing anymore?

You used to say that you care
You used to say I was your friend
You acted as if
Our friendship was never going to end

You were like my brother
But I loved you in a different way
Talking to you about everything
Every single day

You knew all my secrets
Except for that single one
Now that it's revealed
We're all done?

I thought I understood you
You denied we were ever close
I didn't know you were like this
But then again...
I didn't really know you at all
[c] 2O05