Till I Don`t Anymore ...

"Thank you so much
For supporting me the whole way.
Thank for for being my voice
When there were words I couldn't say.

I'm finally happy again
And this time it's for real
I'm with her again
She finally knows how I feel.

Thank you, just thank you
Our relationship you helped mend
I can finally smile freely now
Coz you've been such a good friend."

That's what you said to me
Those words cut my soul
They drove me insane
Causing me to lose control

I know, I cheered you on
Supported you the whole way
Now I regret doing so
But these feelings I won't say

I said that as long as you were happy
Then I wouldn't at all care
As long as I could be by your side
And you'd always be there.

All I wanted was to be with you
But now that isn't enough
I can't go on acting
Pretending that I'm tough

I'm sick of this charade
But my feelings you can never know
You can never find out
About how I love you so

I can never tell you the truth
Even though I promised not to lie
I'm going to hope for forgiveness
With the tears I continue to cry

I won't tell you till I'm done
Till I don't love you anymore
So I can go on being
Just a simple friend, just like before.
[c] 2O06