I'm better than that

I scream out your name
You don't hear a sound
I looked around
And you weren't found

You left me
so let me be
I don't care
Your not my teddy bear

How could you
Said you never would
I cant go by your locker
Or by your friends

I can hear them talking
When I'm walking
I'm sorry
I had to do this

So let me die
When the blade
You lied
You used me to get laid

Blood on my Carpet
All over my clothes
I'm fading fast
my life is in the past

Wait
I don't want to die
I took the bait

It didn't worked
I'm going pale
I write my I love you letter
In my special book