My final Good-bye

This time it is for real,
this time it's really true,
I actually going to do it,
this is my final good-bye to you,

For years I've felt this pain,
For years I've known nothing but tears,
So tonight I am ending it all,
I'm letting go of my fears,

I know that this might hurt you,
But you have to understand,
I fell so fast, so hard,
I've had no helping hand,

Mom, I asked you for help,
but you never wanted to be there,
you always told me I was just pretending,
You never really cared,

Dad, I told what was going on,
but you just told me I would get over it,
but I never really did,
so I decided to quit,

Savannah, you were always better,
to mom and dad you were perfect,
I love you very much,
but you were to good for me to compete with,

Justin, you always told me I was weak,
because I didn't know how to deal,
you never understood,
that my pain was real,

Shelly, thank you for always being there,
but I can't live like this,
I know that when I am gone,
that I will be greatly missed,

But I can't do it anymore,
It is way to tough,
I guess I am weak and pathetic,
becuase I'm not strong enough,

This time it is for real,
this time it's really true,
I actually going to do it,
this is my final good-bye to you,