Dream Of You

I had a dream about you
My life was extraordinary with you
Bountiful
Successful
And Bright
I was in heaven
Light as a cloud
I felt like flying
Beautiful
Like a dream
Then i realized it was
I awoke to a bloody knife
Rusted
Broken
And black
I've been here before
A hundred time over
My world crashes a hundred times over
I love you
Save me
My world was extraordinary
When i dreamt of you
It's just a dream that won't fade
It's killing me piece by piece
My despair is refreshing
My blood is always refreshing
As i bleed
I imagine you
Beautiful as you are
Can't be real
You're not real