Leave Me Be

Why won't she leave me be?
Does she always have to fight?
She is breaking me
She puts me in a state of fright

But what can I do
When I can't get rid of her?
Maybe what she claims is true
Everything is such a blur

What should I believe?
Am I big or am I small?
Why does she torment me?
"I used to love myself" I recall

I must be big if she says
I can't help but agree
When I look in a mirror
I can't help but flee

There she goes again
"Don't you dare eat that!"
I try to fight back
Will one bite make me fat?

This wouldn't be so crazy
If I were free
But how can I rid of someone
That's inside of me?

Go pick another victim
Just leave me be
But it's too late
She is part of me

She will be here
Until I fade away
Slowly I will die
Until nothing is what I weigh