To true to have a title

I'm staring at you right now,
Your eyes make it all so clear.
There's something about you that i didn't know,
That brings this feeling here.

I think i might be falling,
Falling in love with you.
I know it's real to see,
That this feeling is honestly true.

But i wonder what would happen,
If you were to find out.
Would you ever care,
Of these feelings that have come about.

What would you say,
If i told you how much i cared.
And would swear to you,
That I'd always be there.

Would you look at me strange,
Or pull me towards you.
And say yes of course,
I really like you to.

Would everyone be happy for us,
And smile as we walk by.
Or would they quietly hate it,
And secretly start to cry.

What if we hardly talked,
But you said you loved me first.
Would i get scared and turn,
Or after would it burst.

But even if things didn't change,
And we still had nothing to say.
Would you swear to me,
That things would stay this way.

What if i wanted to talk to you,
But felt like it was wrong.
Not sure what the reason is,
Maybe my feelings were too strong.

What if this was the reason,
That you should break up with me.
And then I'd be stuck all alone,
With a heart that wont let me be.

What if when you left,
I felt apart of me was gone.
And even when you let go,
I was left to hold on.

What if i had to live life?
Pretending i was OK.
But really deep down inside,
I was suffering everyday.

What if i would hate life,
But loved to see you happy.
Even if my heart was hurting,
And it all seemed so crappy.

What if i would wish,
That tomorrow would never come.
Because my heart kept feeling,
Sad, lonely and numb.

What if you moved on,
And i was still in the past.
And see you walk with her,
And wishing ours would have last.

What if i was lying with you?
As close as we could be.
And you would never understand,
That this is everything to me.

What if after everything you said,
About us just being friends.
Never even happened,
Things just met there ends.

All these things could happen,
If i have the guts to say.
But all this I've said,
Would never end this way.