I wiped the tears from my eyes this morning
and with a ragged breath, I looked in the mirror
I began to see a beautiful soul~
and suddenly things became a whole lot clearer.
I don't need him, nor his games anymore
look at me and what he's made me become
this girl I see with the troubled heart~
when in the hell did she get so dumb?
I used to smile, I used to laugh too
now it seems all I do anymore is cry
because this man has defeated my purpose~
and no longer, on him can I rely.
I know I have to somehow heal this hurt
but how can I when I can't let him go?
the pain of losing him is too intense~
I love him~but will he ever know?
He's won this time, in me I have no fight
so I'll succumb to this never-ending pain
if he ever returns to hold this heart of mine~
he'll see that I've lost because of him again!
