Xoch my dear love

Xochitl why did you do that why did you leave,i finally found you this year and then you left me I know ill see you one day but en till then what am i suppose to do how am i suppose to live when you killed your self i was lost i couldn't help but think if i knew could i stop you its been a month now i think to myself one day it will get easier but en till then i blame myself.