Pain Relievers

Pain Reliever
My body aches from a pain inside
From all I have been deceived; from all the times you lied.
My heart trickles blood for that it is in more then one piece
Just knowing that your love for me is deceased.
All around me, love is in the air.
But nevertheless my heart is empty and bare.
Everyone is taunting me with their smiles and laughs
But all I feel is my heart torn in half.

Give me alcohol or drugs.
To make up for your missing hugs.
Get me drunk enough to forget it all
Your smile, your kisses, and your nightly call.
I need to numb the pain within me
Knock away my memories
Tell me it will be ok; help me become a believer;
Or hand over those sweet beautiful pain relievers.

It hurts to move I am so sore.
From tossing and turning on the cold hard floor
You know the one you promised me I would never fall on
(You said you’d never let me fall)
You lied. Enough said.
This is the moment that I have so Longley dread.
I never wanted to fall this hard.
I should have never let down my guard.
I just thought you were someone different. But now I see you are all the same
But I guess I am the one to blame.

Give me alcohol and drugs.
(Make me forget it all)
I am dieing for one of your hugs.
(Before you let me fall.)

Give me alcohol or drugs.
To make up for your missing hugs.
Get me drunk enough to forget it all
Now that I really did fall.
My pain and sadness is now intermixed.
I've got those kinds of aches. That not even aspirin can fix.
March 13, 2006