WHO AM I?

Im a slave to heavy music,
also to love.
my life is messed up,
and that makes it tough.
i loved my dad lots,
and hated my mum heaps.
all the pain she put him through,
all the lies that she kept.
depression takes over me,
without even a warning.
my life is so boring,
its a session of yawning.
i feel as though i cant do much,
but i know i can.
its hard for me to say this,
but this is who i am.