Why should I listen to you?

My mind was once my rival
My thoughts irrational and unclear,
Feeling confused and feeling low
I wanted life to disappear

I came to you because I lost them all
I needed someone there
I believed you could help me recover
I really needed you to care

I killed my depression now
But some days I still feel low
Sometimes I want to kill myself
I just never let that show.

But you were always there to listen
And you were always nice
I believed you and trusted you
I took every piece of your advice.

You helped me change my thinking
And turn insanity to sense
And for that I really thank you,
I no longer feel so tense.

Everyone thinks we’re so close
And I used to agree
But now I find it difficult
I hate how you’re treating me.

You seem to doubt my judgement
When you have no reason to
You make up your little stories
And expect me to believe them too.

My mind is no longer an enemy
My thoughts not so unsound
I feel good about where I am
I love the life I found.

But now as I think rationally
I am thinking something new
You are now thinking unreasonably
Why should I listen to you?

28th February 2006

for waldo but things are fine now...