I sit here at nite wishin all this shit was just a lie! But I know May 11, 2005 was the day you died. Sometimes I wonder why?! Why it had to be you, why our family, oh please god not my light in my life my big brother the key to my soul the love of my life. But they can think oh yea look all the pain they've been going thro. They messed wit the wrong family cuz through all these tears and going by all these years you'll always be known. Forever, for always, till the day I die and I know you'll guide me for all my life.
